Your ability to come to me in my dreams is haunting. I know where I’m at and who I am with is the right choice. It’s good for me. But I don’t think I will ever let you go. There is a place in my heart that is forever yours. You’ve remained one of my closest friends.
But these dreams…
They are not dreams to me. They are real. I was there. You were there. I could see you. I could feel you. I could feel your breath on my skin as you whispered into my ears. And when I woke up, and you were not there, I was surprised. And saddened. And confused.
And so I lay awake. Feeling like I have done something wrong. That I am being untrue.
I guess, the truth is, that I still love you.
And I’m the only one who knows.